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a year of no deviation..
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damn, what the hell is wrong with me.. using work as an excuse for not doing any deviations.. shame on me... didn't even notice I've reached the 4000 page views without any submissions.. yep, shame on me..
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AGAIN! I#146,m Back!...
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Been through a lot lately, even though majority of it was not good, I’m still here doing things that keeps me sane…
I resigned from work and enrolled at a 3D class. Even though I knew the money I saved will be of great help for my family, I still fell for my own cravings. I don’t regret anything, but with what’s happening right now.. ah damn it…
I’m a NEET, sad to say, good thing though, it gave me enough time to finish pending works that have been delayed for months, and gave me ideas to what to do next.. but the ideas was the easy part, starting is the problem. With so many things that I like to do, Vector, 3D, Penciling, Coloring…. Ahh.. I think I just have to start something, that’s where I’m good at; I don’t have any deadlines anyways…
Life is Study…
Oh, in case you didn’t know, NEET means: Not currently engaged in Employment, Education or Training..
I resigned from work and enrolled at a 3D class. Even though I knew the money I saved will be of great help for my family, I still fell for my own cravings. I don’t regret anything, but with what’s happening right now.. ah damn it…
I’m a NEET, sad to say, good thing though, it gave me enough time to finish pending works that have been delayed for months, and gave me ideas to what to do next.. but the ideas was the easy part, starting is the problem. With so many things that I like to do, Vector, 3D, Penciling, Coloring…. Ahh.. I think I just have to start something, that’s where I’m good at; I don’t have any deadlines anyways…
Life is Study…
Oh, in case you didn’t know, NEET means: Not currently engaged in Employment, Education or Training..
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Student....
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I'm a hikikomori... oops..
anyways.. I've been busy lately, learning 3D using Maya. I'm going to post some of my "projects" we do at school. I'm really excited.. at first I thought it was too late to learn something at my age.. but I was wrong.. or maybe I just envy people who are making big at my age.. and also the younger ones! well, good for them I think.. cheers to you!
I'm making good progress on my Vector Mesh portrait of one of my "dream girls", a local vj/host/actress. I think it will be finish by March-April..
also.. I have to do a vector portrait of one of my friends here at devart. I feel ashamed promising it to her last December...
Purupuru Pururin!
anyways.. I've been busy lately, learning 3D using Maya. I'm going to post some of my "projects" we do at school. I'm really excited.. at first I thought it was too late to learn something at my age.. but I was wrong.. or maybe I just envy people who are making big at my age.. and also the younger ones! well, good for them I think.. cheers to you!
I'm making good progress on my Vector Mesh portrait of one of my "dream girls", a local vj/host/actress. I think it will be finish by March-April..
also.. I have to do a vector portrait of one of my friends here at devart. I feel ashamed promising it to her last December...
Purupuru Pururin!
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I'm back! sort of....
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It's been 7 months of no deviations. Been working every day for almost two years but frankly, I didn't gain anything; money, talent, skills, confidence, everything. It's like I wasted 2 years of my life. Might as well start from scratch AGAIN, and hope to double the things I will learn from now on.
I'm quitting my job this December, and I'm going to enroll at an Arts School, just so I can boost whatever is left in my self-confidence.
Damn it, I'm almost half-way in my life and I'm still nothing… sh!t! HAHA!
(Deviant is acting strange.. tsk tsk)
I'm quitting my job this December, and I'm going to enroll at an Arts School, just so I can boost whatever is left in my self-confidence.
Damn it, I'm almost half-way in my life and I'm still nothing… sh!t! HAHA!
(Deviant is acting strange.. tsk tsk)
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